Thursday, December 23, 2004
Sigh.
I am sad. Stuck at work, knowing I will have to be at work tomorrow, Christmas Eve. Where I will sit and do nothing, because we are not busy at all this week. When I could be at home in CT cuddled up with my dog.
Everyday this week I came into work and sat in front of the computer for 9 hours, feeling intelligence and the spark of life leech out of me. My friends are at work but are equally as uninspired, so we have little to say to each other. As my life has suddenly become extraordinarily dull, I cannot even find the moxy to start an interesting topic of conversation.
Everything I find remotely interesting I have googled.
Every smart ass remark I could make to my friends has been used.
All my internet shopping has been completed.
Now all I have left is to sit in my windowless office and be bitter that I am here. Even though I have nothing to do. Even though my boss has come in hours late all week. Even though all my friends have at least tomorrow off (if not more) and are going to be with their loved ones tonight. And I will be alone in my apartment.
Yes, I am whiney. Boo-hoo, poor me, cry me a river. All I know is I want my dog. I wanna chill with the fam. I don't want to run around like a nut tomorrow after work. I want to wake up and drink tea in front of my parent's fake Christmas tree. I wanna see the boy toy. I want these last few hours to pass at a pace quicker than a snail moves!!!!!!!!
Sigh.
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Everyday this week I came into work and sat in front of the computer for 9 hours, feeling intelligence and the spark of life leech out of me. My friends are at work but are equally as uninspired, so we have little to say to each other. As my life has suddenly become extraordinarily dull, I cannot even find the moxy to start an interesting topic of conversation.
Everything I find remotely interesting I have googled.
Every smart ass remark I could make to my friends has been used.
All my internet shopping has been completed.
Now all I have left is to sit in my windowless office and be bitter that I am here. Even though I have nothing to do. Even though my boss has come in hours late all week. Even though all my friends have at least tomorrow off (if not more) and are going to be with their loved ones tonight. And I will be alone in my apartment.
Yes, I am whiney. Boo-hoo, poor me, cry me a river. All I know is I want my dog. I wanna chill with the fam. I don't want to run around like a nut tomorrow after work. I want to wake up and drink tea in front of my parent's fake Christmas tree. I wanna see the boy toy. I want these last few hours to pass at a pace quicker than a snail moves!!!!!!!!
Sigh.
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